Saturday, January 27
BOILED HORNET JUICES.
YUCK YUCK YUCK. FUCK IT. I JUST DRANK BOILED HORNETS, I FEEL LIKE PUKING. I'm gonna buff all over the place like, now.
I hate it when mom cooks some weird old traditional cure and give it to me to drink without telling me what's inside.
I mean, i like it when she occasionally cooks stuff like chrysantamum tea, barley or green bean soup. They're harmless and just, common.
But so far, i've eaten pig brains, frog lungs and now, boiled hornets without knowing.
What's next? Bat's dropping?
In case you dont know what's a hornet, online encyclopedia says, "any of various large wasps (especially genus Vespula) that commonly nest in the ground and can sting repeatedly and painfully." *pained look*
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Today after i came back from work, mum was like...
Mum: San! Come here drink this, good for you.
Me: Okay. (I usually accept what she has in store for me, because, you know, i know she wants the best for me )
Accepted the mug from her and saw that it was 3/4 filled with greyish-milky liquid.
I cautiously took a sip and the taste exploded in my mouth. It was the most bitter soury taste i had ever tasted. The sour-ness is like sour plum but waaay sour-er and like have that lingering bitterness in it. I was thinking it must be some herbs.
Then after forcing myself to finish it, i was almost at the point of puking already...
Mum: Good, the drink is good for you, you know, i boil very long, i buy double cheese burger for you , go eat la.
San: Why the drink so bitter one?
Mum: It's Zhu Feng Tang..
I didnt know what's "Zhu Feng", until i was curious and on the way out from my shower. I peeked at the pot of substance i just drank. I could still taste the stubborn bitterness in my mouth.
What the fuck is that inside?!?!
BEES?!WTH. The whole bee just boil like that, wings and all ? She didnt even bothered to pluck out the wings or the hairy legs.
Yes, i can actually see the hairy legs and there's a bump in them, like what they teach us when we were young, bees have pockets to collect nectar in.
Damn. I questioned mum about it and she casually shrugged and explained to me that it's good for me, relieve phlegm, cool down the body heat blah blah.
But sooo disgusting, i dont even dare to touch a dead bee, let alone drink a soup boiled out of it's remains. After i found out, my stomach kinda flipped over and i remembered that inside the drink i was drinking, the were some black bits floating around..
Which i just glupped down uncaringly. It could be be the dead bees' wings !!! (!!!).
*Stomach groans noisily*
Found the box and discovered, "Zhu Feng"= HORNET. Worse then bees ! :OI'm fainting.
Opened the box and lots and lots of ginormous large dead hornets stared at me. Their black shiny wings glinting purplish in the light.I shuddered and freaked out.
Jeepers.
I'm scared that the black bits are eggs.
[Till my stomach corrodes,
Sandy]
Friday, January 26
EH HEM.
Hello. I've got some matters to clarify.
It's regarding my previous post and mental blindness.
In XXXX's blog, a certain someone tagged,
" i'm so bored, never this bored before, so i passed by, and then i linked and linked til i came across "girls outing", may i know what the **** is yanghan doing there? ".
Firstly, if your are not blind, the photos come with a heading.
And underneath "Girl's Outing", there were NO photo of Yang Han, he's definitely not there. So it was very aptly named.
And apparently, on top of the photos with Yang Han in it, the heading is written in big bold red letters, "Today! 200107. Supposedly Temasek Poly Outing."
Well, there's the word "outing", but not the word "girl", which people might somehow miss because the word "Temasek Poly" supposedly looks like the word "girl".
NOT.
Extract from previous post,
"We went Orchard instead. With the trannies, syarif, Zahil and Choo Yong Hon(guess who)."
HAHA, unless you doubt Syarif's and Zahil's sexuality. Yang Han was definitely not alone. Oh, and what's wrong with hanging out with girls?
Well, no offence, just gota clarify this before MORE people mistake.
Because Yang Han's my friend :D
Well, that's it.
Nothing much up this week. Just lots of homework. And amaths and chem(!!!) and Physics and Geog. Those are the hardest. Feel like an overworked kid. Which i think i am.
YEERRRR.
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Photos!!
Anas would like you to compare her skirt and the girl's skirt. (!!!)
Chem SPA, Titration. Actually the liquid was pinker(HOT PINK) but my camera doesnt like the colour, sooo -washed out purple.
And today..
Pissed off with Ms Ng during english lesson. Kinda yelled at her. That woman accused me of stealing ! Was damn bloody pissed off at that time. GAHHH. Last time i use to think she was rather cute and harmless and just mildly annoying. Everything about her pisses me off now, the way her thick sausage like lips emit a foul smelling gas, the way she wears fluffy colourful balloon pants to school, the way she accused me of stealing! It's like she never check properly before anyhow assuming things. Went to Nanyang poly, almost died of suffocation (if you know what i mean). Talked on the phone all the way back to school. Went back school and Jia Xin and me tried shooting with netballs with the basketball guys and Bao Ling and Serene was also there:)
There, Buh-bye !
[Till the feeling stops,
Sandy]
Omg. I cant believe i have a crush on ******.Nvm, it's 5 mins, right?
Tuesday, January 23
HAP BIRT.
Happy Birthday to Celine Bin Shuckamatha (That's her full surname, if you dont know)!See! I've given her a cat paw tatoo in honour of her beloved cat, Blackie.
I duno whether she'll cringe or feel happy upon seeing her big face plastered on the screen, but either way, YOU ROCK ! Haha.
Happy Belated Birthday to the sporty Rebecca too !
:D
{Till my cramp's gone!,
Sandy}
Sunday, January 21
Allergy-FREE !
Whee~
Finally managed to coax Photobucket into letting me upload a bunch of pictures. They're all assorted and taken on diff occasions. Sorry, i was soooo depressed for the past few days. I mean, face allergy! Looking like i came out of a horror movie. It peeled off and there were new skin inside! I learnt to appreciate my skin like a hell lot now. Shall not whine anymore.
I was absent from school on tues and wed, which is the day where we have P.E, utter torture, i hear. Well, i wanted to go sooo badly but had to go to the docs.
Urgh.
Then i went back to school on Thurs. Trillions of homework, i tell you, you cant afford to be absent during sec 4.
It's late, and i'm tired, shall let the pictures speak for themselves.
Girls Outing2006.
HAHAHA, trying to test my editing skills. Pass!
My biggest grin, EVER. why do i look bo gae(toothless)?
This is a classic, i tell you. Gona sent it to some photo taking competition. HAH:D
YAY, us looking FAB-
Lunching at Long john.
Hey, i'm trying very hard to cut my chicken ok.^^ And wth is Anas doing?!
I'm sucha hypocrite i know. The guy stopped us to ask for donation, and i thick-skinnedly ran off and started taking photos behind them. HEH.
Went to the new mc to eat, Aaron, Arif, Bizi, Xavier and the rest was there too. Xavier had the cheek to ask me, What happened to your face?
From bottom left(clockwise): Sandy, Ayu, YangHan, JiaXin. Anas's palmprint wasnt there cuz she hadda leave early, but she's in our heart!
Ayu looking, kiddy! HEH
Jia Xin wants a drink.
Saandy suum looking confident as Choo Yong Hon looks dejected already.
Saandy suum is winning! Her hair flies up in delight !!!
Round 3.
The girls JX, Feli, Miz and Jaz. Stylishly toting the bag-of-the-moment. -.-
Pardon my expression, i didnt know what was being drawn behind me and i was talking to Peggy! :D
Recognise that red thing? HAHA.(
Tuesday, January 16
S.W.A.Y
I've got a fucking fucked-up face allergy.
I've just been through a i-know-it's-childish brawling(CRY) period.
I mean, i actually broke down and cry. i dont believe it.
The sight of my face scares me.
I've got a 1 week MC, wadoya think.
And i've got losta cream and med to take and apply.
I mean, ive never got any allergies before WHY NOW?!
I wanna cry again.
My face hurts and itches.
You all are not supposed to laugh at me when i go back to school, okay?
And dont ask me what happened to my face.
Promise me.
Btw, thanks to the people who were concerned about me and who took the time to message me.
I feel really loved :) Jia Xin, Felicia, Maggie sis, Miza and Edna.
And more.
:)
[Till i feel i look remotely acceptable again,
Sandy]
Sunday, January 14
Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows.
OMG OMG OMG. The title's out !! Thanks Jia Xin for the wonderful info. Aww.. I cant wait, for the next film and BOOK !
Wanna check out the news?
Click on e link.
It's 179 days, 22 hours, 16 minutes and 4 seconds till the movies's officially opened !
GARH, i CANT wait. I cant emphasize it enough.
He is still so cute.(with sparkling blue eyes) *gushes* . Now, no one can deny this right ? The Radcliffe bug is back. The old school file with alternatly Daniel-filled pages WILL be back.
[Till the eye's blue!,
Sandy]
Wednesday, January 10
Ps, sorry.
Haha, sorry, the last post was a lil', i know, serious. But thank you all for the encouraging tags!
You all made my day as i read them :D
Replies to taggies.
To Justin: HAHA yeah! I'll take note of that, JUSTIN's Wishlist :D:D
BingLi: Haha, Pepperlunch OK, la at least got make friends like you all ! :) Now i quit ler like missing it A BIT . HAH
Jian Hao: Wah your name so Dramatic, Shakesphere. Woohoo~ haha! Yala i wore to work leh, Bazid and Don allow HEH HEH. Yeah i'll study hard, thanks!
Jocelyn: Aww, Jocelyn so sweet HAHA i think u'd look good in contacts too! hehe LOVES too, will miss u all after this year :D Good Luck!
bin Shuckamatha: YEAH. I'm like overthinking too much and worrying. Shiteass, i'm gona get wrinkles.
Edvin: Whoa u in NAFA ah? So cool !! i wanna join then my dad say "No qian tu" GARH! :():
Sana:HAHA, yeah this post is for me to ponder and for you all to STRESS OUT! Haha kidding, anyway cheers, darling. :D
Qi: Yeah we so long nv go out, bake cake again?! *winks. We must take pics!! ><
Mizalatha: YAY we can! We should support each other haha SEE ya 2mr !
Cassany: Thank u annabelle(haha:)) Yeah, last year in school, gona miss u ALL ! Take care !
And thats it.
[Till the lights out,
Sandy]
Monday, January 8
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO ?
I know. I shouldnt be blogging(i promised, not today AHH). It's a spur of the moment thing, and i cant rest until i post this entry. It got me thinking, when (almost)all the teachers started briefing us about the GCE O levels.
WHAT DO I WANT TO DO ?
And does it have anything to do with O levels ?
My real passion is definately in arts, i love drawing and designing. I feel a sense of acomplishment when i finish a piece of drawing. I doodle on my exams scripts, my tables are drawn on.
Of course, i have chosen not to take that path. Which i have no regrets as i can practice that as much as i like so long as it doesnt bother with my work.
But what other jobs can i do in future? A 9-5 job? EE, i think maybe for 3 days haha.
Being a dentist? Yuck, dig into people's mouth! Have you ever smelled how horribly smelly does the dentist bus at our school smells ?! (cuz of all the dirt and saliva and rotten meat dug out from US students' mouth, all added and swirled together) One big YUCK !
As i flipped through the pages of the list of courses we could take(NUS and YJC), i realise i have NO IDEA on what do i want to study.
Do i want to take up Bio-engineering course? Or do i take up Material science?
What the hell are they?! Like, what kind of jobs will they get me in future?
I dont know. Maybe i'll go check out.
I know some people like Edna and Felicia already have got a profession in mind.
But things dont always go what you want, right ?
Some people always plan everything beforehand, like i'm going to AJC after this then to NUS then i'll go to this place for interview then i'll get the job and get paid $10,000 per month.
But what if NUS doesn't accept you? What if the company you've been wanting to work at suddenly goes bankrupt?
GARHH.
I know O levels are important. I know they determine whether you, (a) sit in a big comfy chair a top the highest level on a breathtaking skyscraper, and chuckle as you know that as every minute pass, another $100 is yours, or do (b)you work at pepperlunch wiping trays gloomily as the 15-year-old-working-on-holiday people around you shout 'irashaimase!' gleefully as customers walk in and out.
I think i am just going to concentrate on doing well for the Os, THEN contemplating on what do i wanna do.
What Mrs Lee had told us today is right, so is the stuff Ms Ching told us.
But i am just not the study with a timetable kind of girl. I DONT do that. Like now, i am ditching my homework to blog. And i have taken far longer then what i have allowed myself to.
Ms Ching said to do ALL the ten years series. I have not yet touched the book, ok i have touched it, but i dont do 5 exams at a time. I have no tution, i dont study in 2 hours block, i dont do ten years series questions when i am bored, i dont even do my homework.
Normally, the day and night before exams, i just chiong/rush thru all my notes and force myself to remember them leaving a chapter or 2 unrevised(cuz i wanna sleep earlier). Then right before the exams, i read and memorise the chapter i have left out. The reason for this: i have this thinking that the later you revise it, the better your gona remember it as the memory is still fresh in your mind. I know, twisted theory. HAH. I also know that this is not gona work for o levels, although i have been using this method for all the major exams i have been through.
How do i survive and come out in one piece from the o levels?
I guess it's time for me to work hard, really work hard. No more staying online and ditching homework, no more drawing on my workbook and leaving the questions untouched. No more watching tv when i know i have got this chapter to revise.
It's time for me to turn on my engines.
SELF CONTROL. SELF CONTROL. SELF CONTROL.
I dont know whether i can do this.
But i dont want to cry on the day that i collect my results. No, i mean i dont want to cry tears of disappointment and sadness. I dont mind crying tears of happiness, NO i WANT to cry tears of happiness. HAHAHA.
Ok bye and really, GOOD LUCK to everyone of you too. Study hard and dont be a slack like me!
You know you can do it !
CHEERS.
[Till the powers on,
Sandy]
Saturday, January 6
G is for Green.
Green eyes, dont ask.
[Till the colour burns,
Sandy]
Thursday, January 4
It's FINALLY here, the wait is over!! HAHA, no wait, it's never over.:D
My sec 4 life starts now. Like NOW ! Still remember when i was an innocent sec 1, timid with long skirt touching my knee lines (or whatever rumi likes to call it), height 149cm.
Was back in school yesterday, facing the nostalgic smell of fresh crisp new books, the sheen of new bags and shoes.
Not for me though. No new anything. Hah. I dont mind, lovin' my kickass Nike duffel ><
And we had amaths on the first day of school, totally drained my supple supply of brain juice.
.....
Now i guess, i'll have more time to blog!
Photobucket is finally working. I hope it does work though, cuz it's waaay too early to say, it's still uploading the pictures, and i'm looking with bated breath, silently praying.
I mean it could like, delete all my photos away, like what it did the previous time!
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Oh yah! That day(cant remember when), went to NTUC Xtra with Maggie sis, it was HUGEEE.
Man, it's like Giant or whatsoever. And it's terribly crowded. Like not just crowded, but crowded crowded. And i got shoved, pushed, mangled till i was left with 3 limbs and without a nose. Hah, NOT.
But i dont get it, whoa, aircons in an NTUC, as in, they sell them. And LCD tvs, and swimming costumes and home telephone!
Wahaha.
Check out the photos below, i mean IF photobucket allows. :(
Pray hard...
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The other day was out with the girls shopping and cam whoring. Losta lotsa crunky photos!
Hoho.
Had so much fun, and we got free drinks from Mccafe, sponsored by Ayu's friend!
But sadly Anas hadda leave early.
Then a few days after that, i met up with Tran Ayu for an early morning jog at the YCK Stadium!
I did the 2.4 hahaha, but didnt take note of the time.
Was busy encouraging Ayu dear! She could finally run a round without stopping! Cheers! :D
We then went to the new posh looking Mcdonald's to have breakfast.
How can i put it ?
It's bee-autiful !
As in, it's full of buzzing bees !
Eeyer. We couldnt find a seat in the air-coned interior, so we headed to the smoking open-aired area to eat. And those bees just kept buzzing around my big breakfast!
Like ZZZzzz, at my ears, in front of me and hovering near my food.
One time it even went so close to my ear, and the buzzing was magnefied soooo loud that i thought it went into my ear! Then i swap at it, and it flew off. I've heard of horror stories of bees going into people's ear and had to be extracted by scary operations. Yuck. I know i'm scaring myself.
Also saw Berlinda there serving customer(good job!) and Jazreel cooking (yummy!) :D.
They look so cute in the uniforms!
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My resolutions:
To do well for my O levels.Duh!
To consider carefully before stepping into a relationship.
Well, i am the kind that will fall in love very easily. Well, not fall in love, but minute crushes that are nothing serious. I'm sure you readers know me by now right, haha.
But loving and crushing is totally different. when i crush, the feelings fades away very quickly. So i guess i'll have to tell them apart before i hurt anyone's feeling again. It's truly a losing feeling.
To take up a new sport. We're thinking squash! So cool. Haha ._.
Stop spending money on useless items, save up more.
Lead a happy last year in yckss.
Spend more time with darling girlfriends. (Anas, Ayu, JiaXin and Felicia.)
GET SOME SLEEP.
Get my school work done, keep a proper schedule/diary and keep my time in hand. To do more appropriate and important things first instead of the more superficial ones. (Like wtf, bad example, I have a pile of SS reading and emaths homework to attend to, but here i am blogging?! Nvm, blogging is of understated importance too. *sly grin*)
Post my "novel" chapter by chapters on my blog.(It's just a past time la, not funny ok! :P)
Brush up on my mandrine!!
Learn to gradually love Gopal.
HAH
Stay healthy! **
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Replies to darling tags !!
PS, sorry for the late replies :(
To Flory,
Thank you sweetie! Merry Christmas too, may u have an interesting year ahead !!
To Qi,
Thank u, Merry Christmas too ! He's CUTE right?! Aww, i'm sooo in love. -_-And yes, Dan is still on my Hot-list. >
To Jocelyn, CelineBIN,Rosani-junior/senior, Jazreel and Justin.
Thank YOU all sweetest people for bothering to tag me on Christmas day, apologies for the late reply, but nevermind i can still wish u all a HAPPY NEW YEAR ! And take good care ya ?
:D:DLOVES.
To Anas,
There! I blogged , hehe. Good to see u beb in school again. :D u and ur high pitched voice ._. HEH. MISSES dear!
To Esther,
Surey thing girl ! Happy schooling ><
To Justin,
Happy New Year too dude ! Seeya in school ! ^^
To Jocelyn,
Ahaha, thanks for taggin la Jocelicious(sounds delicious). Love u! HNY too :)
To Cassany,
Aloha, u pretty urself :D Yay, loving the rainbow too ><
Happy New Year!
To Justin again,
YES, IKNOW I'M LUCKY! but i deserve it OK, for having such a lousy 2006, hohoho!
Well, i'll spread some of the luck to you guys and share it around ok? See! I shared the sacred photos :b HEE
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Fuckamathan. Photo bucket hates me ! I spent so much time on it and it DIDNT upload my photos.
Bloody photo hosting webbie.
Shitass LA.
I'll try again next time. Made me edit the photos for nothing, and this is like the second time it rejected my photos! :'(
Posts are boring without colourful pictures to tell the story.
And and and, i want the song The beautiful Ones by THE LONDON SUEDE.
I cant find it anywhere. :(
Can any kind soul sent it to me ? I'll say thanks in advance!
This is sooo not my day.
Pardon me, gona go to the toilet to cry my heart out then to do homework.
Homework, maybe i'll do the homework first, then there'll be not much brain juice left after i'm done with it, then when i cry maybe there wont be so much brain juice droobling out.
GARRH.
[Till buckets accepts!!,
Sandy]
Monday, January 1
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
There. I know my pic sucks, but that was about the most excited photo i can find of myself in my mutiple files and folders. And oh, i was trying to do some cursive writing.
I PROMISE i'll blog real soon again. I wanna post all e pics like yesterday BUT damn damn dammy photobucket erased all my painfully edited, loaded photos!!! eurgh, i was soooo pissed off.
Well, work was sucky today.
I'm back at Novena and everything like changed so much. :(
Uber :(:(
So anyway while i was feeling down and walking home in the rain.
I saw this !
Today!
Today!First ever day of year 2007 !
I felt like so happily hopeful.
Well, i gota admit that i'm rather a supersticious (how u spell it la) girl and i believe in karma, rainbows (being a lucky thing) and those things like knock before you enter a hotel room.
Hmm, so i presume that 2007's gona be a good year for me ?
I hope so.
It's just up to me to make it good, right ?
So the right thinking matters a lot. :D
And yes, that building is indeed Yio Chu Kang Secondary School.
Dont know what it's trying to say though.
Been rather a hectic week, with so many outings, work, the breakup and all.
I'll reply your tags asap, your all so sweeeet !!
Remind me to blog about...
NTUC Xtra(went with sis), it's huge.
Outing with the girls i can always count on for a listening ear, Anas, Ayu.
Outing with the girls i can always count on for a listening ear, Anas, Ayu.
Missing Jia Xin though :(
Morning jog and shopping spree with the diva, Ayu :D Tons of fun and laughters!
How i knocked my head. =/
Erm, my resolutions(silly ones and emo ones).
And to reply all the tags, this matters to me!
OKIE DOKIE, see ya'll real soon, yeah ?
LOVES.
Thanks for visiting!
And oh, may 2007 be a fruitful year for all of you, and i mean you, staring at the screen.
Even if you read my blog silently and i dont know it, well, thank you!
i love you guys.
[Till the rainbow works,
Sandy]